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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

ytd nite received a cal from someone..
he told me he's going to quit guild &
is going to delete all SHEnHEs members
cos alot unhappiness had happen to him
n tat include me he'll be deleting... i was
like WTH... i tot we r good fren ?? not
meh ??

After awhile i receive a sms from him
" the reason i hav to delete u oso is bcos
i'm not a gd guy & any girls tat come close
to me will get hurt.. i dun wan to hurt anyone
anymore"

F*** !! all these sound so familier... tat guy
also sms me smt like tis when he wan to
brk wit me.. y all the boys excuse are the
same?? y hav to delete me ??

i dun give a dam even u r bad, u fright, drink
or watsoever la... i just like the way u r ....

keep asking myself.. am i such a hardgoing
person.. hard to get along wit... T____T

Written on : 10:37 AM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

To all lovers out there...

Never say goodbye when you still want to try...
Never give up when you still feel that you can take it...
Never say you no longer love a person when you can't let go...

Especially to Des n fated.. hope both of u can be tgt agn..

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Bon Jovi ~ Never Say Goodbye Lyrics

As I sit in this smokey room
The night about to end
I pass my time with strangers
But this bottle's my only friend

Remember when we used to park
On Butler Street out in the dark
Remember when we lost the keys
And you lost more than that in my backseat

Remember when we used to talk
About busting out - we'd break their hearts
Together - forever

Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
You and me and my old friends
Hoping it would never end
Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
Holdin' on - we got to try
Holdin' on to never say goodbye

Remember days of skipping school
Racing cars and being cool
With a six pack and the radio
We didn't need no place to go

Remember at the prom that night
You and me we had a fight
But the band they played our favorite song
And I held you in my arms so strong

We danced so close
We danced so slow
And I swore I'd never let you go
Together - forever

Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
You and me and my old friends
Hoping it would never end
Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
Holdin' on - we got to try
Holdin' on to never say goodbye

I guess you'd say we used to talk
About busting out
We'd break their hearts
Together - forever

Written on : 6:21 PM

Monday, July 28, 2008

SICK ~ DUN FEEL LIKE POSTING =X
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feeling better here to post agn..

was bowsing thru my friendster..
saw tat someone profile... went in
n saw he had actually delete all my
comments.. so i guess... haiz..

anw i also delete his.. his friendster
his msn.. since he so heartless so
y shld i still think of him all the time..

saw a familier nick in audi.. i tot..
it may just be him.. anw.. suan le..
over le....

DEATH KOR ~ WHERE U ? ?
WHEN R U COMING BACK ??
MISSSSSS U ~

Labels: ..........

Written on : 7:02 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

i tot all gonna be fine..
i tot we still gfs..
i tot we all can stay tgt as 1 agn..
i tot too many gd thing le..
in the end.. T___T

Des ♥ leaving..
xan ♥ leaving..
all leaving me behind...
(am leaving soon too ba =X)

Des ♥... was so sad when i see ur blog
n found out u delete me.. T__T
des no matter wat u r still my gfs..

Wish des n fate all the best...

Labels: all my wishful thinking...

Written on : 6:10 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008

"A friend is like a rainbow. They brighten your life when
you've been through a storm."

"A friend is one to whom one may pour out all the contents of
one's heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that the gentlest
of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping and
with a breath of kindness blow the rest away."

"Too late we learn, a man must hold his friend Unjudged,
accepted, trusted to the end."

"Time isn't what makes a friendship last...It's love and devotion
that keeps the tie between souls."

"Friendship is what gets you through the bad times and helps
you enjoy the good times"

"You cannot say you've lost a friend. If a friendship is capable
of ending, it is because it never existed."

"A world without a friend, what would it be? It would be like
a world without water, something you need. Friends are like
glass, once broken, they are hard to fix. Keep your friends,
as you would keep your water."

"Best friends are better than boyfriends."

"Friendship is like a popsicle on two sticks, when the friendship
breaks, so does the popsicle, making everything a mess"

"True friends are never apart, maybe in distance, but not in heart"

Labels: ~ friendship quotes ~

Written on : 9:23 AM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Wat's all tis ??
i may not know the full story
but when they cpl i did ask u
"wont u feel jealous ?" u just
ans no wont de.. i tot u r reli
tat generous.. but now.. u start
to show everything... actually
u do mind...

then y so cal blame others now
when u agree to it in the 1st place ?

tis is hw i view on this matter..
i may be wrong or wat.. idk..

tis matter is going more n more
COMPLICATED ~
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STOP DE LA ~ NO POINT SAYING WHO IS AT FAULT
JUST TAKE A BREAK FROM ALL TIS DE ~
LET TIME HEAL....

Written on : 6:48 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

HAIZ ~ Wat's going on ?? Wat had happen ? ?

Online n rl r diff... cant mix them tgt..
actually 3 of u shld know when cpl
sure either party will get jealous de..
since now it had happen.. just let it be..
by leaving or blaming urself is not gonna
to help.. i read 3 of u de blog.. so sad lor...

WE R HUMAN
WE ALL TEND TO MAKE 1 or 2 MISTAKE
JUST LEARN FROM IT

Dun bcos of tis thing spoil all
the gd relation tat had build
up long ago ~

Labels: sad

Written on : 11:02 PM

Monday, July 21, 2008

haha ~ ytd was fun ~ tot after dardar off9 i'll be lonely ~
but. . . . . i MM for ppl haha ~ feel so gd ~
helped SHE-xHeart, SHE-CRYSTAL n HE-xSouLz
~ ~ HOPE ALL UR RELATION LAST ~ ~

Miss death kor, Des n all who had MIA ~
WHEN R U ALL COMING BACK ?? T.T

OOOOOMMMMMGGGGGG

Major Network Upgrading 22/07
Dear Clubbers,
With customer satisfaction as our top priority, we have scheduled
a major network upgrading on the 22nd of July 2008 from 0000hrs
(+8 GMT) to 1700hrs (+8 GMT). We seek to do our best in ensuring
a safe and stable environment for your gaming experience. Hence, we
will be introducing extra security measures as well as increasing the
overall bandwidth to meet your needs. However, due to the great
magnitude of this imminent project, we will break down the upgrading
project into various phases to ensure the quality of good service..

On 22nd of July, we will kick start this project and we sincerely seek
your kind understanding in this matter. Other phases of this project
will be continued and scheduled at a later date.
Affected services during the stated period of time:
1) All Asiasoft’s game services
2) All Asiasoft’s games websites
3) Playpark website
4) Playpark forums
5) Asiasoft passport
6) All A-cash charging methods
7) Qbox
8) Services such as verification, hacking payments and registration
at @-Club will not be available

Once again, kindly bear with the inconvenience caused during the stated
time period. Rest assured that we do our best for a better gaming experience.

-AuditionSEA Adminstrator

Written on : 2:58 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Haiz ~ death kor mia le.. so is des ♥
wher's everyone ? ? plus the laggy now
more sian to play audi le.. ytd onli played
a few rd then logout le.. went to play maple

last nite me n dardar train 130bpm song
on cpl mode... think we can pass ba =X

tis moring dardar sms me ask whether do
i wan to get married ma? mb dardar can sense
i'm still not rdy yet so he say we train more 1st.. so
i ask say ok n tell him he can buy the ticket 1st..

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Gt married on 19.07.08 ~
ty those who had attended ~
wanted to upload the video but cant T__T
nvm will just post some pic 1st..

Written on : 10:10 AM

Friday, July 18, 2008

ytd didnt go work.. the nite b4, talk wit my audi
papa till 3am... n becos i cant play audi .. so stay
at home trying to fix audi.. delete alot of unwanted
files n pic.. after re-dl i manage to play le ^__^

haiz.. start to anyhw spend $ on audi agn.. been
long since i do tat.. but all the new clothings so
beatiful... bought another bottom n new shoe =X

dardar sms me.. "dear agn buy new clothing ar"
i was like... oh no.. then dardar tell me des told
him all abt my past relationship.. n dardar say he
wont force me if i'm not rdy for the ring..

Thank you des... for telling all tis to him..
Thank you dardar.. for all those sms u
send to me last nite... ILY ~

Xanthe n Des ♥♥, saw both ur blog..
hope both of u r feeling better ~

Simple love tis song.. is a new song from audi..
(by Kamikaze - rak chan riak waa ter)
Thank you Jeff's kor for helping me to find tis wit
english subtitle.. ^___^

ENJOY ~

Labels: ~ simply love ~

Written on : 12:08 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

last nite audi was sux ~
wit the new mode we can hav chance to 6keys...
as a noob in chance i was stuck.. cant even move..
T___T nid to train more on chance le..

dardar propose to me but i tell him we
practice more 1st.. so dardar say when we r rdy
he'll mega to propose agn =X hope by then i'll be
reli rdy to accept him wholeheartedly.. (gt phobia
to get marry le, dun wan end up like hedevil
after we train so hard to upgrade our hearts we
break off =x)

death kor feeling emo agn..
just hope he'll feel better soon..

Labels: feeling blue

Written on : 9:50 AM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Notice - Game Client Patch on 15/07 (game service up)

*NEW* FAM House Upgrades Released!
*NEW* FAM Purchase Channel Now available!
*NEW* Chance Selection Mode!
*NEW* Replay Transfer!
*NEW* 5 Thai Songs brought to you proudly by RS Music!
*NEW* 3 Audition Songs! 100+ New Avatars!

After the long w8ing patch.. gt tis stupid server maint..
from 1900HRS(GMT+8) till further notice.....

Zzzzzzzz SIAN AR!!!!

my cpl just bought me a new shirt "yellow brazer"
thank you dardar ♥ u ^__^

haiz.. nth to do so going to look for my new layout =XX

btw.. heard ther's patch or maint on 21/7 till 22/2 (dunno
true or not) =.= die le lor... T___T

Labels: boring ~

Written on : 8:22 PM

Saw this Personality Tests from XANTHE's blog. My test answer is
below, u can read and compare. i find it true to a certian extent, u
all shld try too.. Have Fun =)
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Labels: Love is all around ~

Written on : 1:55 PM

ESPECIALLY BIG THANKS TO
XANTHE ♥♥ for helping me wit tis blog ~

13 Jul 08 ~
everything abt him is over.. gone 4ever..
after like 2 week of w8ing.. wanted so much
to be tgt agn..haiz.. now not onli we cant be
fren.. he hated me… for all the troubles I had
cause him.. well.. onli myself to blame ba..

we cpl on 15 jun de.. but pity we didnt last
we break off on 26 jun.. will always rbm
those 2 weeks we shared... T___T