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Saturday, October 31, 2009 reli bwg le... you chose to be her dog let her make you suffer.. so be it.. ther is nth more we as fren or jie can do... jae alr say alot and if all those didnt get into ur head then just too bad.. is your own suffering le... dam piss off n stress.. received alot miss calls from the same guy.. sori thing had to end this way.. is the best for you.. dun cut or watever i am not worth you doing all that.. i dunno if you still read my blog.. but if you do pls stop doing all that... get on with your life.. take care~ " 人往往要等到失去了才懂得珍惜 " Written on : 10:03 AM Friday, October 30, 2009 Hole in the heart What can you do with an empty space, That hides in a dark and unseen place, It nags and it aches for something inside, To fill up the hole where God once did abide. It drives us to want, to seek more and more, To store up riches where there was none before, Piles of possessions and a really big house, A big fancy car and the best looking spouse. Gemstones and gold, baubles by the ton, The latest technology, a life filled with fun, Mistresses, girlfriends and lovers abound, Sell your own soul, no peace can be found. Drink till you dropp and stoned out on drugs, Sip scotch from the bottle and beer from the jug, Parties and revelry, dancing all night, Pass out and vomit, become quite a sight. Hooning in cars for a quick dangerous thrill, Racing and speeding, you know the drill, Extreme sports take you right to the edge, Walking in places Angels fear to tred. Distractions abound on this world which we live, Where most people take and very few give, While you’re trying real hard to fill up that hole, You’re missing the point, way off the goal. Put away the nonsense, stand still for a while, Become like an innocent, truth seeking child, Look up into Heaven and say “I Surrender”’ And God will fill up that hole forever. (hopefully o.o) Written on : 6:41 PM dunno what happen to you... was so ok awhile ago.. happily chatting... then now you emo-ing... sigh... cheer up pls... went to read ur blog.. guess iknow what happen le.. (a little nia) dun understand why you must make life diffcult for yourself !! F*** care those ppl la... y become like tis cos of them !! ya ya i know la say onli is easier.. but at least try ma o.o think of those happier moments.. mood shld get better :x Written on : 6:30 PM Cantonese version ♥♥♥♥♥♥ xD 01 - Andy Hui - loving you 02 - Jacky Ceung - Eternal Love 03 - Joey Yeung - Proud of you 04 - Ping Pung - Love Is The Greatest Right (愛是最大權利) 05 - Twins - Love Is Larger Than The Sky 06 - Eason Chan - Shall We Talk 07 - Leon Lai - Which Day Will I Not Think of You 08 - William So - The More We Kiss, The Sadder 09 - Eddie Ng - I Said I Wanted You To Be Happy 10 - Miriam Yeung - If You Let Me Speak On 11 - Leon Lai - Haven't Said My True Feelings Yet 12 - Jacky Cheung - Sun Stars 13 - Jeff Chang - Love Is Like Tidal Water 14 - Jacky Cheung - Blue Rain 15 - Jeff Chang - Love Is Like Tidal Water 16 - Leslie Cheung - The Wind Continues To Blow 17 - Kenny Bee - Let Everything Be Like The Wind 18 - Faye Wong - Like Wind 19 - Faye Wong - Agree Upon 20 - Chilam Cheung & Maple Hui - Modern Love Story 21 - Jacky Cheung & Anita Mui - Love Is Difficult 22 - Leslie Cheung - Who Makes Your Heart Crazy 23 - Cheung Chi Kwong & Wei Yi San - Why Know If We Meet Each Other 24 - Andy Hui & Denise Yip - Teach Me How to Not Love Her 25 - Dave Wang & Sandy Lam - Gentle You 26 - Dave Wang - Who Understands A Guy's Heart 27 - Ekin Cheng - Friendship Years 28 - Miriam Yeung - virgin's prayers 29 - Miriam Yeung - Young Girl's Prayer 30 - Jordan Chan - God Help Me 31 - Leo Ku - Love God 32 - Miriam Yeung - Small City, Big Problem 33 - Jordan Chan - God Help Me 34 - Leo Ku - Love And Honesty 35 - Candy Lo - Please Break Up 36 - Kelly Chen - Who is Willing To Let Go Written on : 2:18 PM Chinese version ~ Forever Love(王力宏) 愛你不是因為你的美而已 我越來越愛你 每個眼神觸動我的心 兩個人的煙花(黎明) 最愛你的是我 否則你怎麼樣我 否則我怎麼可能赴湯蹈火 你說甚麼都做 如果．愛(張學友) 如果這就是愛 在轉身就該勇敢留下來 就算受傷就算流淚 都是生命裡溫柔灌溉 童話(光良) 我要變成童話裡 你愛的那個天使 張開雙手 變成翅膀守護你 你要相信 相信我們會像童話故事裡 很愛很愛你(劉若英) 往更多幸福的地方飛去 很愛很愛你 只有讓你擁有愛情 我才安心 我願意(王菲) 我願意為你我願意為你 我願意為你忘記我姓名 只要你真心拿愛與我回應 我甚麼都願意為你 好想好想(古巨基) 好想好想 好想好想 好想好想 和你在一起 明天我要嫁給你(周華健) 明天我要嫁給你啦 明天我要嫁給你啦 要不是你問我 要不是你勸我 要不是適當的時候你讓我心動 不得不愛(潘瑋柏/弦子) 天天都需要你愛 我的心思由你猜 I LOVE YOU 我就是要你讓我每天都精彩 陰天(莫文蔚) 開始總是分分鐘 都妙不可言 誰都以為 熱情它永不會減 總之那幾年 感性贏了理性那一面 飛機埸的10:30(陶喆) baby baby baby baby baby baby 是不是擁有以後就會開始 要失去 我給你的越多 你卻越想要躲 愛已無法回答所有的問題 那麼愛你為甚麼(黃品源/莫文蔚) 離開你是傻是對是錯 是看破是軟弱 這結果是愛是狠 或者是甚麼 你怎麼捨得我難過(黃品源) 最愛你的人是我 你怎麼捨得我難過 對你付出了這麼多 你卻沒有感動過 愛我別走(張震嶽) 愛我別走 如果你說你不愛我 不要聽見 你真的說出口 再給我一點溫柔 讓我歡喜讓我憂(周華健) 就請妳給我多一點點時間 再多一點點問候 不要一切都帶走 就請妳給我多一點點空間 再多一點點溫柔 不要讓我如此難受 原來你甚麼都不想要(張惠妹) 原來你甚麼都不想要 我不要你的承諾 不要你的永遠 只要你真真切切愛我一遍 就算虛榮也好 貪心也好 最怕你把沉默 當做對我的回答 原來你甚麼都不想要 用心良苦(張宇) 你說你想要逃 偏偏注定要落腳 情滅了愛熄了 剩下空心要不要 祝福(張學友) 傷離別離別雖然在眼前 說再見再見不會太遙遠 若有緣有緣就能期待明天 你和我重逢在燦爛的季節 吻別(張學友) 我和你吻別 在無人的街 讓風痴笑我不能拒絕 我和你吻別 在狂亂的夜 我的心等著迎接傷悲 把悲傷留給自己(陳昇) 能不能讓我陪著妳走 即然妳說留不住妳 回去的路有些黑暗 擔心讓妳一個人走 征服(那英) 就這樣被你征服切斷了所有退路 我的心情是堅固我的決定是糊塗 聽海(張惠妹) 聽海哭的聲音 嘆惜著誰又被傷了心 味道(辛曉琪) 和你身上的味道 我想念你的吻 和手指淡淡煙草味道 記憶中曾被愛的味道 我懷念的(孫燕姿) 我懷念的是無話不說 我懷念的是一起作夢 我懷念的是爭吵以後 還是想要愛你的衝動 我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌 記得那片星空 最緊的右手 最暖的胸口 領悟(辛曉琪) 啊！多麼痛的領悟 你曾是我的全部 只願你掙脫情的枷鎖 愛的束縛任意追逐 別再為愛受苦 月亮惹的禍(張宇) 都是你的錯 在你的眼中 總是藏著讓人又愛又憐的朦朧 都是你的錯 你痴情夢 像一個魔咒 被你愛過還能為誰蠢動 我們的愛(F.I.R.) 我們的愛 過了就不再回來 直到現在 我還默默的等待 我們的愛 我明白 已變成你的負擔 只是永遠 我都放不開 最後的溫暖 你把我灌醉(黃大煒) 你把我灌醉 你讓我流淚 扛下了所有罪 我拚命挽回 你把我灌醉 你讓我心碎 愛得收不回 眼淚(范曉萱) 哦 眼淚 眼淚都是我的體會 成長的滋味 哦 眼淚 忍住眼淚不讓你看見 我在改變 孤單的感覺 你從不曾發現 我笑中還有淚 情非得已(庾澄慶) 只怕我自己會愛上你 不敢讓自己靠的太近 怕我沒甚麼能夠給你 愛你也需要很大的勇氣 Written on : 2:13 PM RDM !! Love is blind I do not love you except because I love you; I go from loving to not loving you, From waiting to not waiting for you My heart moves from cold to fire. I love you only because it's you the one I love; I hate you deeply, and hating you Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you Is that I do not see you but love you blindly. Maybe January light will consume My heart with its cruel Ray, stealing my key to true calm. In this part of the story I am the one who Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you, Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood. Written on : 1:46 PM another sian post -.- finally took medi for my terrible cough slep dam early last nite abt 11+ at least now my cough is gone.. think i am going back to train my maple been slacking ever since someone semi quit "you" shld know who hor ! anw will be training with some adult frens.. all quite pro 100++lvl expect me ba after 2yrs still 70+ nia -.- CHIONG ~ CHIONG ~ CHIONG ~ hopefully this chiong-ing will last long :P Written on : 1:15 PM Thursday, October 29, 2009 Heart Broken HEARTBROKEN? ONE THIS TOO SHALL PASS!! IT'S REALLY NOT THE END OF THE WORLD! TRY TO REMEMBER THIS!... No matter how heartbroken or distressed you are or how much pain you're in now, try to remember that, amazing as it may seem, THIS TOO SHALL PASS - - eventually. You will not always be in this much pain and sorrow. Time does have a way of healing us - though it can be hard to believe that when we're in the midst of feeling so hurt. TWO IT'S HORRIBLE TO HAVE YOUR HEART BROKEN - HORRIBLE. WE SYMPATHIZE COMPLETELY - BECAUSE WE'VE BEEN THERE! Yes - let's acknowledge that what you're suffering is truly painful - difficult - hard to endure. We can sympathize because we've been there - and so have most people. As we've said, those of us who suffer from insomnia tend to be the sensitive ones, the ones who feel things deeply - no thick skins for us! - just lots of raw pain! (But that's what makes us such special people!) THREE REMEMBER, YOU'RE NOT ALONE. Do remember that most people have been there. Very few of us get out of adolesence without a number of stabs to the heart - and for some of us - those "stabs" were a frequent part of our young adult years. So, you're not alone. It's part of being a feeling, interacting human being to every once in a while get your heart broken. Doesn't make it hurt any less, mind you - but it gives you a bit of a philosophical view - in case that helps. FOUR ALLOW YOURSELF TIME AND SPACE TO GRIEVE. You need to feel your pain and sorrow for a while. Sure, go ahead and play that great music you danced to/made love to/laughed with - that brings back searing, haunting memories - that really gets to you - do all those things - for a while. Cry your eyes out - of course! - that's what heartbreak does to you - you cry a lot. It's healthy to cry - important - crying helps you get through the worst of the pain and it moves you along the path toward healing. Heart break is, of course, very much like losing a loved one to death - and so you must go through a grieving process similar to that. Allow yourself the time and space to get through that process at your own individual pace. FIVE BE GOOD TO YOURSELF NOW Treat yourself to whatever will help you to feel better: a fragrant bath, a new pair of shoes, a therapeutic massage, Chinese take-out, a Broadway musical (I`m writing this in New York City - but there are live shows and concerts pretty much everywhere these days) - whatever will cheer you up a bit and help you to feel just a touch "special" - even without your love. Buy a beautiful book of poems, listen to gorgeous music (like Mozart - or Chopin), take a walk in a beautiful garden or a picturesque hillside. And be sure to EAT RIGHT! - that means healthy, wholesome foods - not fatty, sugary junk food. Ok, we'll allow you an extra milk shake for now - one or two - but try not to binge or gain weight - or lose it (whichever is worse for you). And do take vitamins and minerals that help to build up your resistance. And of course, TRY to get some sleep! (Check out our other segments for additional help - see navigations bars to left...) SIX DO NOT FALL BACK ON ALCOHOL, DRUGS, CIGARETTES OR FOOD! All of those are terrible things to do to your system (in excess) and I caution you to try to avoid getting back into any kind of previous habits you've had and managed to shake. There are better ways to cope with your loss! SEVEN LEARN FROM THIS EXPERIENCE That's one thing you can get from even the worst experience - WHAT CAN I LEARN FROM THIS? A great rabbi once said, you can learn something from everything, meaning there's no experience that can't teach you something worthwhile. You WANT to learn because you don't want to be in pain like this often in your life - right? So you've got to learn what you can so you can help yourself avoid this kind of pain. Was this broken relationship/love affair part of a pattern for you? What does that tell you about yourself? Can you pinpoint where your problem is? Why you're attracted to lovers/ relationships that consistently behave/ end up this way? Or did you, perhaps, behave in a way that didn't help the relationship grow and flourish? There can be so many complexities to these things. We urge you to be careful how you analyze the situation. EIGHT DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP. Don't heap scorn on yourself for either being attracted to that person or for something you think you shouldn't have done. That won't help anyone! And don't trash your former lover, either. There must have been something nice/good/appealing about him/her or you wouldn't have fallen so hard, right? Best to be reasonable and balanced - and to learn from experience. If you think there's something within you that laid the ground work for disaster, but you don't have a handle on it, you don't know how to resolve it, you feel this could happen again, you're not in control of the situation. NINE REMEMBER THAT IT USUALLY DOESN'T WORK TO DEPEND UPON ANOTHER PERSON FOR YOUR HAPPINESS. As important as relationships are - and they are important - truly central to our lives - we all must find our own true selves and our own true paths in life - independent (to some extent) of our relationships. If you have been dependent on this relationship to resolve your problems, to make your "empty" life seem full, to finally get the love you never got as a child, etc. - well, not all relationships can withstand such pressure. Best to get your own act together - to be reasonably happy, content and fulfilled, in certain ways, on your own - and then seek out a relationship that can add to your life. Being dependent on another for your happiness is a good set-up for heart break. TEN REMEMBER THERE ARE OTHER FISHES IN THE SEA - IT'S JUST A FACT OF NATURE. Do you think Mother Nature would set up a system whereby there is only one single person in all the world who could make each one of us happy - when the world is such a gigantic place? That wouldn't be a very good system for world harmony - or propagation of the species! We have often marvelled, in our life, at how the NEXT love has proven to be so much better than the one before. And then the NEXT one after that was so much better than that last one, etc., etc. And that doesn't seem to change - perhaps because we do learn at least something from each of these unsuccessful relationships. So, when you're ready, (no rush here! - you really can't rush these things) start looking ahead - to the next possibility. Socialize - get out there - meet new people - make some new friends! It will feel good. Of course it's best not to expect to meet someone "dazzling" right away. It truly does take time to meet someone special - but lay the ground work by getting out there and circulating - that's usually a good thing for a human being to do, no matter what. ELEVEN RE-ESTABLISH, RE-AFFIRM YOUR RELATIONSHIPS WITH YOUR FRIENDS. There's nothing like good, warm, understanding, loving and lovable friends after a heartbreak. Thank God for friends! Now is the time to seek them out, talk with them, do things with them. Of course you must try not to talk one friend's ear off about your situation - that can be very hard to endure. And do be grateful for the kindness shown to you by others who reach out to you at this time. Once you feel a bit better it would be very lovely - thoughtful - of you to send a thank you note, little gift, flowers or whatever to any friend who was especially comforting, understanding and helpful to you during the period of difficulty. TWELVE TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY...AND - THIS TOO SHALL PASS - believe me - THIS TOO SHALL PASS... I would like to recommend an excellent book we discovered while researching this topic: LOVESHOCK - How to Recover From A Broken Heart and Love Again by Stephen Gullo, PhD. and Connie Church. (1988 Simon & Schuster). We cannot say enough good words about this book. Dr. Gullo has studied this very subject and broken it down into understandable patterns and stages - and he helps you with each. Give yourself the benefit of this kind of positive expertise and help - And get your hands on this book as soon as you can! It will truly help you - no matter how broken your heart is now. I always help people from Heart broken but When i am falling too And who elso gonna help ? Written on : 10:57 AM went to meet some maple frens last nite was eating dinner and receive your call.. was very sad n disappointed.. our 2 yrs friendship just cos of her... and you even wan to serve all ties with onlines.. T_T telling you one more time she is not worth you doing all this.... and i am not the onli one saying ok.. most of ur fren say the same thing as me.. MOVE ON my friend... after that went to kbox.. sings.. drinks and drinks.. been drinking almost everyday this week -.- reach home just slep no need to think so much.... Written on : 10:40 AM Tuesday, October 27, 2009 my love, my love she's so sexy, so cool she's the baddest girl i seen i'm wonderin why i only see her in my dreams the love of my life, she's the only one for me my l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e baby, you're my shooting star ride with me and i'll take you far explore the world, and back around you lift me up, and you hold me down (you hold the crown) and you make this team there's no couple like this, king & queen there's no other couple like, you & me you're the girl of my dreams, my everything i love this feelin, your love is healin i need it, i breathe it no way i'd ever leave it i'm so into you, don't what i'd do your love is so true it's just me & my boo she's so sexy, so cool she's the baddest girl i seen i'm wonderin why i only see her in my dreams the love of my life, she's the only one for me my l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e i never thought i'd find another love like this i'll never forget the first time we kissed (we kissed) your body against mine the touch of your skin, your lips such a beautiful kiss (such a beautiful kiss) my l-o-v-e, she elevate me she fly & so free, was blind now i see and without her, now what would i be not what i am, but i'd still be a g i'd still be hype, i'd still shine bright but who'd be there to hold me so tight who'd be there when it's lonely at night my wife, so right, the love of my life she's so sexy, so cool she's the baddest girl i seen i'm wonderin why i only see her in my dreams the love of my life, she's the only one for me my l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e we're so picture perfect, i can't imagine my life without you (l-o-v-e) it's like i'm floatin on air, whenever you're here baby come with me and i'll take you there she's so sexy, so cool she's the baddest girl i seen i'm wonderin why i only see her in my dreams the love of my life, she's the only one for me my l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e she's so sexy, so cool she's the baddest girl i seen i'm wonderin why i only see her in my dreams the love of my life, she's the only one for me my l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e l-o-v-e, l-o-v-e l-o-v-e, l-o-v-e she's so sexy, so cool she's the baddest girl i seen i'm wonderin why i only see her in my dreams the love of my life, she's the only one for me my l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e (oh my l-o-v-e) Written on : 7:14 PM Monday, October 26, 2009 out drinking again :x this time rd drink so much guess this phase is right "一醉解千愁" cough is getting worse -.-  ************ Letting go My hand just put on your solder, My tears was dropping like you ignore me, The tears was coming down just black and white, This tears is not invisible anymore; My tears was dropping through my mouth, My mouth was then to borken; Just like the way ice malted under the sun; I just walking front of you; And asked why you been cruel to me; You said never knew me ? I put my fake smile like the way you look at me; and said what our season for, He swear He loved me, But don`t wanna met me; Just wanted the key to open up my heart. And the music start to be continue, I am just walking to pass by you, hoping you`ll said sorry hwat you did, Don`t wanna leave me For the day; we said forever and always Written on : 4:07 PM Congratulation With Tears In a Fake Smile You; Do I gonna say I love you or hate you ? who am I or where I am ? Since I am here where I belong Just here I am; Love; Can I say it`s a race or a blind Cause i never thought will be falling for you, baby. Your eye line to me is critical, But today I finally see, You found your princess; That she`s my best friend. But I never say unfair, I just want a "hi" from you; Our first is not a bye, I haven meet you just a week. How could you forget me; and said a bye to me, Cause you wanna say "hi darling" but it`s not me. But I am just a girl in a mystery, To bring on mission to you; Cause I just want, to apologize : hope it`s not too late. Cause I want, to summit mission : hope you`ll not reject. Cause i wan, to say good morning : hope you`ll not say good night; What my dream, What a shame; Everything of me only you. You are the one who make me know what is love; that the feeling of: heart broken, But your fake smile and your critical eye line, I will never gonna forget, Although I wanna Cause you are the one who take first chance to light up my heart and make me realize: Love is not easy like you thought, like the way to mars by walking. And now, my nerve to go to your ballroom Tonight with a reason more than a mission to balance the earth movement; cause I just wanna show you: I am here forever and always Although i am transparent or invisible; I love you All I have to do tonight is just give a "congratulation with tears in a fake smile" Written on : 4:05 PM ytd was a super SIAN day !! all the shit!! @ you~ decide for yourself what is best de.. is she really worth for you to go thru all that ma? but guess to you she is.. mean alot..far too much.. we had quarrel abt her since we know each other like 2yrs?? still.. sigh~ anw i had say enough.. this will be the last time.... n sorry abt ytd.. i gave u attitude in audi -.- Written on : 11:59 AM Sunday, October 25, 2009 now i dun care le... u n her wat oso none of my business !! from start is not... so why shld i get involve now and get scold for nth Zzzz.. HACK CARE LA !!!! be HAPPY ANGEL!!! Written on : 9:57 PM "angel, i know you're concerned but don't interfere. ;x i don't want anyone unnecessary to get involved." "anyone unnecessary" very good... so much being concern.. FK OFF!!! !@@#$!!!%#%%!@&*&&*& and that gl zhar boh.. no nid so gl so wat primary 3 asked to go for sea games competition ?? big meh?? one on one?? so scare ~.~ grow up la ! laughdie!! Zzzz rdm ~ APPRECIATE and TREASURE the people around you. Don't be too complacent and thinks that everything seems alright. Written on : 8:40 PM ~爱的好辛苦~ 我曾经以为爱上你不会错 你如今变得让我没有把握 曾经的承诺 对与错 回过头又算是什么 这失去的爱如何能复活 你过的生活似乎很快乐 我虽然难过 爱让我懦弱 付出的太多无法解脱 这心痛你能明白吗 我应该如何才不会是这结果 我爱你爱得好辛苦 爱的好孤独 爱的没有退路 我好无助 我不去痛苦 忍不住的哭 这是你给我的礼物 我爱你爱的好辛苦 爱的好糊涂 爱的不能醒目 你好残酷 我看着来路 你并不在乎 也许吧 我无所谓 一个人去漫步 你过的生活 似乎很快乐 我虽然难过 爱让我懦弱 付出的太多无法解脱 这心痛你能明白吗 我应该如何才不会是这结果 我爱你爱得好辛苦 爱的好孤独 爱的没有退路 我好无助 我不去痛苦 忍不住的哭 这是你给我的礼物 我爱你爱的好辛苦 爱的好糊涂 爱的不能醒目 你好残酷 我看着来路 却并不在乎 也许吧 我无所谓 我爱你爱得好辛苦 爱的好孤独 爱的没有退路 我好无助 我不去痛苦 忍不住的哭 这是你给我的礼物 我爱你爱的好辛苦 爱的好糊涂 爱的不能醒目 你好残酷 我看着来路 却并不在乎 也许吧 我无所谓 一个人去漫步 Written on : 8:01 PM another vid... the melody abit like audi, canon in D Written on : 11:58 AM 一首网路流传歌曲，简单的词汇；加上动人的旋律深深打动每个人的心.... 在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 我想对你说我爱你 在你怀里 舍不得放弃 心里有千万语还没说给你听 我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛 这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你 但不要忘记 你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 先走了 去了好远的地方 不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮 所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易 生死由天决定 不要太伤心 在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 我想对你说我爱你 在你怀里 舍不得放弃 心里有千万语还没说给你听 我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛 这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你 但不要忘记 你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 我想对你说我爱你 在你怀里 舍不得放弃 心里有千万语还没说给你听 我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛 这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你 但不要忘记 你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 我 永远 爱你。 关于【lavigne 最后一次】背后故事 有一对感情非常好的小情侣 双方家长都非常满意对方 准备大学毕业就结婚 正当高三开学不久 学校体检 检查出那个女孩的血蛋白有异常 之后去医院检查 查出她患了一种非常罕见的隐形皮肤遗传病 这种病越严重皮肤就越嫰 就像宝宝皮肤一样 最后会因为皮肤太嫰 承受不了肌肉和血管的内压而撑裂 虽然不能医治 但那个男孩和双方家长 都要求那个女孩住院 就算不能医治也要尽量活长一点 当医生确定女孩还有不到一年的生命的时候 那个女孩好像抛开所有的恐惧似的 不再把自己关在病房里不见人 而是天天都和那个男孩和家人出去散散步看看日出日落 也就在那时她开始写日记 努力的记录已成过去的日子与所剩无几的时间 当那个女孩再写到某一次和那个男出去的时候 女孩才发觉 笔下的文字 绝大多都是她和那个男孩一起经历的事 那个男孩已经成为自己不可缺少的一部分 于是那个女孩决定留下一份礼物给那个男孩 荆莿鸟的绝唱 若干星期过去 曲作好词填好 就找朋友帮忙语录歌 已经病入膏盲的女孩 喉咙的皮肤用大力一点就会出血 但都坚持要自己唱 当U盘出来之后 那个女孩竟然要求安乐死 还说一开始就打算这么做 而且和那个男孩说要陪着她到她睡着 还说要在临睡前对那个男孩说一句话 手术关灯熄灭之后 那个男孩出来 那个女孩的妈妈把U盘给了那个男孩 那个男孩听完之后 和他妈妈说 女孩最后对他说的是： 在也不要看日出了 不过我不怕 因为是你陪着我睡着...... 我爱你 因为那个女孩最喜欢就是看日出了 所以那个男孩决定要走遍可以到的地方 将每一个地方的日出都送给那个女孩 2008年年头 那个男孩在一次上山的照日出的时候 失足堕山 被人发现的时候尸体已经腐烂不堪 然而相片里面 朝阳的霞红依然充满温馨 有人说是 当时这个女生得了重病 这首歌是要给她男朋友 也有人说是 这首歌是讲述那女孩子被抛弃 在自杀前写的一首歌 也有人说是 那女生得了癌症 因为她的男友喜欢听歌和创作 在他走之前想写下一首歌 让他男友留念 也有人说是 他和他的男友很相爱 可是不幸男的生了重病 然后那位女的变写了这首歌给他 过后写了之后男的去世了 女的也跟着自杀 不过唯一能肯定的是 那女孩真的去世了 Written on : 11:23 AM Saturday, October 24, 2009 went to k last nite with 2 other fren.. was fun.. sing alot oldies -.- and my other 2 fren was drinking.. we ordered total 5 vodka lime.. but i onli took a slip, see i so guai :P my other fren drink them all ~.~ till she "seh" liao.. cant even stand properly keep talking.. so noisy !! anw reach home quite late so just went to slep.. sorry i couldnt be on9 last nite :x Written on : 9:29 AM Friday, October 23, 2009 we had a few game in audi although it a short while but i enjoy it.. ily, imy.. thankYou :D going to slep le.. so tired.. sick agn.. keep coughing -.- stop at 終極三國 Zhong Ji San Guo Episode 6 Part 4-7 lol.. scare i stm so btr write here -.- Written on : 12:01 AM Thursday, October 22, 2009 YAY !! finish dl-ing most my games.. onli maple left :D lalala ~ i can play audi le !! @ You ~ see today is happy post, no sad x3 Written on : 10:08 AM just finish reformat my com.. lost many files... now need to re-dl yahoo msn audi grandchase imvu maple -.- so many... so tired now.. +_+ finish watching 終極三國 Zhong Ji San Guo Episode 4 Part 7-7 Written on : 12:45 AM Wednesday, October 21, 2009 yay for cpl-less !! happy to know the love is still there.. just hope the impact be back soooon.. ily, imy.. lotsss... you shld know all this by now.. MUACKS !! (( doing something v illegal somewher :x hope the dl works )) Written on : 9:57 AM stop at 終極三國 Zhong Ji San Guo Episode 4 Part 1-7 continue tmr.. very tired.. going to slep le.. sian my audi still cmi T__T nite.... Written on : 12:13 AM Tuesday, October 20, 2009 SIAN!!!!! my audi cant patch T___T redl le now nid wait 54hrs -.- my c drive is full... !!! Written on : 8:30 PM kk going to slep liao.. watched finished 終極三國 Zhong Ji San Guo Episode 2 Part 7-7 continue tmr.. nite nite link to thr vid.. watch if you like :) Written on : 1:45 AM Monday, October 19, 2009 a fren ask me to watch this..終極三國 not bad la watched 1st episode.. better dun start watching if not dunno how many nites wont slep le.. Written on : 11:32 PM 不是说,这只是游戏... 为什么还会那么伤心... 为什么????? Written on : 10:59 PM this is cooooooooool =) Written on : 3:07 PM LOL ! ! ! found this xD (mb shldnt post here hor :x) Written on : 3:00 PM dunno it it outdated, but i love this song :) Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh yeah yeah yeah I said excuse me little mama if I may Take this thought and send it your way And if you don’t like that, then send it right back, But I just gotta say I wanna be on you (on you) I wanna be on you (on you) And if you don’t like that, then send it right back But I just gotta say, I just gotta say Hey, shawty with no limits, that’s what I need all the time, I’m wit with with it, she with it, she not sure she put it down Come get get get it, the business, I hi hit it, whose is it The Benz with the windows tinted, oh I get dirty south Showning, like them grown men, goose patrongen Let let me go in, sexy moanin, ca catch me jonesin Let no not ever with this lil mama off schedule Got me achy, call me papi, hottest I be fly as feathers But but bout that, sh shawty housed that you you got that prowl cat I wanna pop it like ecstasy, pretty face and all that But what I look for, this gal is hood core But that is outdoors Deserve an encore, the definition of a shone I said excuse me little mama if I may Take this thought and send it your way And if you don’t like that, then send it right back But I just gotta say I wanna be on you (on you) I wanna be on you (on you) And if you don’t like that, then send it right back But I just gotta say, I just gotta say Hey, I’m feeling you girl, wanna get close to you, no doubt My sister swagger should tell it more than anything can vouch Little mama you are what’s inside ghetto Fine I’ll make you proud So stuntalicious, I love it, lets at least work something out Miss thing, million dollar game, coke bottle frame Make my wall of fame let me know your name I control the rain I could make it better, matter of fact I make it weather, stormy weather with this cheddar All because you hot as ever if you may lady, let me play baby, make my way baby, You won’t like it, send it back and its okay baby You’s a keeper, touch of diva, give me a fever If I could freak ya, give me the word and I’ll be along I said excuse me little mama if I may Take this thought and send it your way And if you don’t like that, then send it right back But I just gotta say I wanna be on you (on you) I wanna be on you (on you) And if you don’t like that, then send it right back But I just gotta say, I just gotta say Girl let me touch you like nobody can (yeah girl) Girl let me show you I’m a gentleman (uh huh) I wanna be the one to hold your hand (oh yeah) I just wanna be, I just wanna be Girl let me touch you like nobody can (yeah girl) I wanna show you I’m a gentleman (uh huh) Girl let me be the one to hold your hand (oh yeah) I just wanna be, I just wanna be I said excuse me little mama if I may Take this thought and send it your way And if you don’t like that, then send it right back But I just gotta say I wanna be on you (on you) I wanna be on you (on you) And if you don’t like that, then send it right back But I just gotta say, I just gotta say I said excuse me little mama if I may Take this thought and send it your way And if you don’t like that, then send it right back But I just gotta say I wanna be on you (on you) I wanna be on you (on you) And if you don’t like that, then send it right back But I just gotta say, I just gotta say “Be on you”, yeah Written on : 2:38 PM another week passed... been quiet.. nth much to post.. Written on : 10:42 AM Saturday, October 17, 2009 dunno.. mb it might be back just dunno when... it just a mb but still i was happy you say that just see how ba.. 随缘 ~ going to slep le.. gd nite all... Written on : 12:39 AM Friday, October 16, 2009 sms... so now reading back the older posts.. think this blog is mainly of you n me.. those days of playing tgt, chatting tgt, those lazy me and needed you to push me before i'll post.. T__T all this hurts deeply.. *** Death or A Broken Heart? Which is worse? Death or a broken heart? Death is only once , But a broken heart shall be forever. *** rl is alr so sux why cant virtual be better!! Written on : 11:00 PM -.- today go hospital check up take blood test tat stupid nurse take left hand blood flow dam slow then at there poke in and out like no pain de then change to right hand -.- take 2 bottles of blood Zzzz Written on : 1:10 PM Thursday, October 15, 2009 dont always take things for granted! nth is okie! Rawrr! Written on : 11:45 AM rainy day again.. haix.. is thurs, Nyx is going to do piercing ltr after sch.. haha dont cry ok must ren okie :p blog from phone no spacing de -.- Written on : 11:40 AM Wednesday, October 14, 2009 FUCK la hor!!! you guys think what!! what you think is right huh.. onli you think you think.. did you all ever think abt the girls??? do you all reli know what we girls want?? flirt is all you all know how to say la... then you all no la??? happy happy jiu tgt not then jiu brk !! Zzzz dam pissed off!! wat you is right may not be right afterall... Written on : 11:24 PM bored liao post videos.. am i emo again -.- i think i am la.. all the sad sad songs agan. lyrics so meaningful lor.. need to be PIAK ! liao.. 半夜看 cable 的舊電影寂寞好深 像看自己從前 從前的幸福和愚蠢 電影裡主角回頭的淚痕 那淚痕 忽然好想舊情人的柔軟雙唇 人一輩子常常只有 只有一次緣份 錯過就再也遇不到那麼好的人 於是心裡不時飄浮暖暖那個吻 從此能付出的情愛也不完整 oh～不自禁找尋很像她的情人 但是沒有誰有像她的靈魂 旧爱还是最美 美的東西往往太早枯萎 後悔時的淚水 又特別讓人覺得無力疲憊 旧爱还是最美 有時分手不是誰負了誰 兩個對的人卻在錯的時候愛了一回 妳說妳還是喜歡孤單 其實妳怕被我看穿 妳怕屬於我們的船 漂漂蕩蕩靠不了岸 事到如今沒有答案 我的真心為妳牽絆 不管相見的夜多麼難堪 簡簡單單的說 愛是不愛 想要把妳忘記真的好難 思念的痛在我心裡糾纏 朝朝暮暮的期盼 永遠沒有答案 為何當初妳選擇一刀兩斷 聽妳說聲愛我真的好難 曾經說過的話風吹雲散 站在天秤的兩端 一樣的為難 唯一的答案 愛一個人好難 Written on : 7:46 PM ok something is not right liao... cant even chain or play properly when with you.. so is not right... feel something is dam not right.. haix.......... all the sian then nyx called! rdm~ Nyx : helo~ me : wei~ Nyx : helo~ me : wei~ Nyx : can you dun speak in mandarin?? chinese exam over liao la! me : hao lor wo bu shou chinese lor haha~ Nyx : mmmmmm me : aaaaaaa Nyx : mmmmmm me : aaaaaaa Nyx : mmmmmm me : aaaaaaa Nyx : haix me : sigh.... Nyx : haix me : sigh.... Nyx : haix me : sigh.... -.- both of us is so so so DAM SIAN!!!! Written on : 7:05 PM rainy day ~ sian~ no mood for anything~ Written on : 3:10 PM Tuesday, October 13, 2009 haha.. nyx complaint my blog too chim, complaint the english standard sux.. aiyo then you lower ur standard la :P! hav fun chatting with nyx alot laughter then then the stupid "BOSS" back Zzzzz nid to hang up.. T_T SIAN LIAO LA!!! *keep coughing @_@ yao si le la -.- rdm : me : i am emo Nyx : emo blog is pink de meh me : ya pink emo cannot ar Nyx : cannot got one dam funny abt the cats haha shall not post here BLEH~~ and hor DUN temp me with your lunch/breakfast -.- cos i just eat full full onli heheheheh.. and hor i HATE cheese !!! Written on : 3:03 PM haha long post!! READ hor especially "YOU" n "YOU" n "YOU" bleh~ I just read some articles. ~Love~ Cus im confused, is there really such things as 2 sides love? And answer is no. The love I'm talking about relationships. i read this... Appreciations is very different from love, which a lot of couples till now doesn't differentiate it. Until they realize that they are actually cheating on them and foul mouthing behind them. Appreciations often led to repaying the kindness and not letting them down. Even though a shoulder to lay. It's different but with a vast complication. Real love. The one who you choose to talk about very personal problems and troubles. You will trust that person with your surrounding. No matter what happens to the person you love, nothing will changed. The one that you will show your true self and being true to yourself. Where honesty occurs. Sad to say, because of temptations, married couples regretted at their late marriages. Some actually don't know or confused is because they are afraid of hurting one of them. And also afraid of losing one of them. Oftenly, people who claims themselve for loving 2 people at the same times actually don't know what they want and usually are not true to him or herself. Mainly, confused. Start of the problems are usually being love by someone and loving someone else. Some facts is, you can love 2 people at the same times but not to be "in love" with 2 at the same time. It's a matter of how you restrict yourself, and how mature you are. Some can be in love with material which actually contain no faults because material does give you the security and fulfillment but have you forgotten the origins of love? Many people are misled through exposure of temptation and betray themselves. "If I love two men equally I would choose the one whose values are most similar to mine. The one who sees the world the same way as I do. The one whose dreams and ambitions are compatible with and complementary to mine. With the almost similar thinking. Quarreling is acts an important factor. There is no love without quarrels. Love is an emotion that comes and goes with the passing of time; one needs to have a sound practical foundation to build a relationship that will last a lifetime." Money is the roots of all evil; Love is the problem of all humane. True love will not last, It's like an ice, that will melt unless it is handle at the right temperature. Which is very rare to be found. but nevertheless, i understand that being love by someone and loving someone is different. Written on : 12:50 PM 超經典好聽 終於作了這個決定 別人怎麼說我不理 只要你也一樣的肯定 我願意天涯海角都隨你去 我知道一切不容易 我的心一直溫習說服自己 最怕你忽然說要放棄 愛真的需要勇氣 來面對流言蜚語 只要你一個眼神肯定 我的愛就有意義 我們都需要勇氣 去相信會在一起 人潮擁擠我能感覺你 放在我手心裡 你的真心 如果我的堅強任性 會不小心傷害了你 你能不能溫柔提醒 我雖然心太急 更害怕錯過你 Written on : 12:30 PM been thinking what is missing here.. now i know is my pigglet la !! 我忘了把她放在这里 T_T Written on : 12:18 PM morning ppl!! so sian so decide to blog :P looking at my profile going to be cpl-less le yay!! haha ~ Written on : 9:16 AM Monday, October 12, 2009 aiyo~ spade n cpl !!! pls faster he hao de~ when it reli gone then regret too late lor!! TRUST EACH OTHER DE !!! RAWRR why ppl just dun TRUST de !!! @spade ~ u ask me to TX is no use de.. i been very but in the end still brk de.. so now to me is no more TX le.. haix.. Written on : 11:24 PM haha !! my turn to change blogskin liao.. this blog reli say what i feel abt love now~ hope "you" can tag from your phone bleh~ LOL! btw anyone can teach me how to clear the ad mah.. is so irritating la RAWRR! Written on : 9:26 PM joker !!! go shld go see this video and all of his -.- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=574lz1PjXZU or type this in search "hitmanbreakeroftheye" Written on : 6:51 PM wat somemore bad luck going to happen to me.. last week fall down til now still pain then sat sick.. today still dun feel well haix... Written on : 3:38 PM very well said !! ~We're never so vulnerable than when we trust someone - but paradoxically, if we cannot trust, neither can we find love or joy~ Written on : 1:40 PM Sunday, October 11, 2009 ya cheering up de ~ fool wake up le -.- Written on : 4:37 PM yay!!! lic 20 passed !! ty kor help me train :) Written on : 4:35 PM a fool i had been.. last faith in me... haha!!! thank you very much for telling me that... i delete you from everything le... happy le ma... Written on : 12:43 AM Thursday, October 8, 2009 胡思亂想又過了一夜 思念的疑問並沒有解決 我又胡思亂想過了一夜 情感的東西 是否需要感覺 也許我不知道 我是真不明瞭 人對情感的渴求 是否那麼重要 也許我不知道 你那兒最好 讓我情牽忘也忘不了 也許我不知道 你真的那麼好 我的思念你又明瞭多少 我胡思亂想 Written on : 8:59 AM Wednesday, October 7, 2009 just realise something.... one need not be cpl to be very good/close tgt.. think we are better off as friend than cpl.. "dar", "baby", "honey" etc are just "title" even some close friend cal each other these.. just like i too cal xanthe, x3 is just a game to enjoy so f*** care what relationship it holds or what just enjoy to the fullest.. isnt it better?? RAWRRR!! take me so long to realise this... stupid -.- Written on : 9:57 AM Tuesday, October 6, 2009 haixxxxxxxxxxx.............. fall down ytd... pain like hell!!! left leg 1 big bruise, right toe blue black ~.~ today whole day at home.. slep whole day oso like got fever @@ Written on : 8:08 PM Monday, October 5, 2009 psps.. the old vid cant play ~ Promise are meant to be broken!! swear oso no use -.- I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky And I swear like the shadow that's by your side I see the questions in your eyes I know what's weighing on your mind You can be sure I know my heart `Coz I'll stand beside you through the years You'll only cry those happy tears And though I make mistakes I'll never break your heart And I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky I'll be there I swear, like a shadow that's by your side I'll be there For better or worse, till death do us part I'll love you with every beat of my heart And I swear I'll give you every thing I can I'll build your dreams with these two hands We'll hang some memories on the walls And when just the two of us are there You won't have to ask if I still care `Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there For better or worse, till death do us part I'll love you with every beat of my heart And I swear I swear (I swear) by the moon and stars in the sky I'll be there I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there For better or worse, till death do us part I'll love you with every (single) beat of my heart I swear, I swear, Oh... I ... swear... Written on : 3:22 PM wat is TX ?? why TX when ur partner is not?? what do you get for being TX?? HURT onli!! @ you ~ guess there is no way we can be tgt again.. you are happier now even got a nuer, lol.. we need to move on/ let go like you said... wat spade had say the other day think is all rubbish ba.. you dun even hav tat intention.. i can feel it... @ you ~ think you still dunno how i feel... feel hurt when you ask me to go back to him.. what is all these days of playing tgt when you have that in your mind? you say you are on this 2nd acct more cos you dont wan to pei your main cpl when she is on.. what is all this?? i am confused very... and dam sad by your remark...asking myself am i reli tat important to you like you say... @ you ~ pls la.. get on with your life.. she alr post such nasty remarks on her blog abt you.. i see liao so dl lor.. you care so much for her yet this is all you get back.. f la hor! forget abt her.. you hav your baby what.. give what you give to aod to your baby ba.. be fair to her... all the you!!! think you all shld know who yourself are.... dunno done is ok.. i know can le -.- Written on : 11:01 AM |
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